Monday, August 4, 2008

Breaking Dawn..Don't worry I'm not giving it away!

I feel like such a high school dweeb. Friday night I went and stood for an hour waiting for a book among a crowd of love struck high school girls who are infatuated with a fictional character. The sad thing is that I was just as excited to get the book as they were..I can't believe I'm admitting this. I kept complaining of how stupid each girl was being and how annoyed I was of each of them..only to find myself doing exactly what they were doing in the safety of my own car..oh well, I just got out of my teenage years just last year :) Things have been going much better and worse since my last post. The temple finally reopened so Quinn and I were able to go and do a session that, to my relief, calmed and filled me with the peace and comfort I was so desperately seeking. Then I had a meltdown to Quinn the next night and everything has been better since. I'm just finding things to keep myself occupied rather than feeling lonely. Today I baked a loaf of bread and of course I have my teenage heart throb book to keep me entertained as well. Don't think that I'm not counting down the days until we move back to my place where comfort is abundant though..18 to go and counting! We'll also be heading down to Utah this weekend for Tristan's blessing, that Quinn is giving to him..and is very much nervous about..I think he'll do great despite his nerves :) Speaking of Tristan I forgot to post some of his pictures with my last here they are, I hope you enjoy them as much as I do!


Lacey said...

I am reading that as well. By the way, do you still have my other books? I think they were passed around the family and I don't know where they ended up. I'm sorry you're lonely. I've gone through that stage many times, but I miss Idaho. haha. we should switch places. cute pics of the nephew. That's cool quinn is giving the blessing. tell him good luck!

Niki Jackson said...

Yes, I do have your books. I'll bring them down when we move back and then try to remember and get them to you :) Thanks for letting me borrow them!